LOL I just saw quite a few posts on my dashboard in regards to Halloween. OOoOoOOO time fliesss… Haha! Halloween coming means our anniversary is coming haa! Yup! 2 days before Halloween. It just made me recall what happened last year hee. Our 1st ever movie watched on Halloween night with Ah Fu & Ah Hui. Haa! Yup an emo movie I would say. A movie that at the end of it Ah Hui who is the one wanna watch didn’t get the show. Haha! Ya and I get it after my King told me. LOL. Ok I know I’m slow I guess haa! Oh ya that was also the day we so called met Su haha but she didn’t figured out that we were together already. Hee. Ok this is just some random post. Hmmm… Seems like there’s a lot of things on my mind recently. Hurrr!~~~
Sent: Aug 30, 2010 12:15
Sometimes, you just have to wonder how many times someone you care about has to hurt you. Before you finally don’t care. #TLS
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He had been coughing a lot recently, it really aches my heart. Now I truly understand why we got scolded by our mums when we are sick, because it breaks their heart when we are unwell. It only breaks one’s heart just because they care too much. Not knowing how best to express themselves, they scold.
Not only his cough, those thingy that grows on his back and till now doctor could not identify. He just took blood test yesterday and will be waiting for his result. Hmmm… Just touched the blood clogged on his arm aches my heart and I just don’t know why it hurts so much.
Suddenly, I am afraid. I am afraid of caring too much that may seems over protective? Hmmm… If that is the right word to use. Sometimes, I wonder if he really knows how much it hurts. If only he could fully know how I really felt.
Just saying and talking about it I suddenly just felt it does not work. Hmmm… I don’t know why. I find myself unreasonable, making unreasonable requests? I don’t know. Ya it seems like I don’t know anything. Haiz…
At times I thought, by not seeing, not knowing I would not feel all this pain, I am wrong, I would constantly think and wonder and it’s worst. Uncertainties! I hate it. What shall I do?
I’m praying day and night. I don’t know how. I wonder how does it feel to feel nothing at all for a moment… No pain, no aches, no laughters, no anger, no sadness etc. Nothing…