December 2010
He is getting thinner and weaker by the day. I can hardly hear him talk already. =’(
Will dream come true or will the reverse of dream the truth?
People always wish others things like May all you dream come true. But when you dreamt of something bad, people will say, don’t worry so much, it will normally happen in the reverse.
So… Which is true? Nobody can give a definite answer I guess because, either way it happen and I guess it’s all depend on oneself how you wanna make the dream true or the reverse true…
Recently, I’ve been listening to 2 songs; Blue night and Just the way you are. Whenever I listen to them, warm tears would roll down my eyes, sadness overwhelmed me.
The lyrics of these 2 songs seems to speak into my heart. One I’m guilty of what I say, what I do and what I think, the other is mainly how I felt I guess.
I’m all mixed up on the inside, I’m losing my direction, the reason to hang on. Hope is getting dimmer and I don’t know if I could go any longer.
I’m a lier in simple words. I’m not saying what I’m thinking, I’m afraid, the feeling seems so familiar, so familiar to me.
The voice within me is drown, and I can no longer hear and say it out. Other voices became louder and it’s messing with my mind.
I just I shall let the said be said and the unsaid left unsaid for I see no reason to say…